January 2010
i'm in LA trick!
2nd night back in LA.
it’s nights like these that remind me how much i enjoy the place.
but i’m not in the mood for sentences so here’s a recap of my night in a stream of consciousness.
almost got lost, starbucks guy didn’t charge me for my drink, Jason took me to Darya for dinner, first time trying a full persian meal, met a man named Bijon who was a shrink of some sort...
Love Happens.
good movie. stupid title.
i applaud for it’s ability to keep from glamorizing the concept of love. but i do not applaud the title which i feel only pushed ofcourse, a Hollywood ending.
The movie isn’t about the “you look like my wife” creepiness or the “now that I’ve found you, I can move on from her” sap you’d find in other movies about people that move on from their pasts....
sometimes
dreams feel SO real.
finally homeee.
i have window cleaners/painters hanging on my window. awkward.
i had to close my blinds but it wasn’t working so i had to scoot each blind over one at a time and his face was maybe three inches away from mine at most. more awkward.
lots of talking and lots of scraping.
i just want to sleep.
btw, nothing’s more refreshing than brushing your teeth, washing your face, taking your...
sleepless in seattle.
word.
this marks the end of my extended stay in WA. and my last restless night at home.
back to sleeping earlier, waking up earlier, working, hour rides to school, and crazy LA people. i missed it for a minute.
later Seattle. hello again, LA. (:
the one and only
on the way home, i saw a penny on the ground. it reminded me of my grandmother. she used to collect pennies in this huge glass jar.
when i grow up, i hope to be half the grandparent that she is.
my roommate as a child, my dragonfly catcher, my source of red lipstick, my adventure buddy, my cooking buddy, my babysitting partner, my entertainer, the pioneer of silent laughing, the most active old...
we just had a LOL moment.
me: man this scarf is so fattt.
jon: yeah it’s pretty big i saw you hold it up. it looks like a towel.
me: what? i never took it off, jon.
jon: i mean..i didn’t say that!
HAHAHAHA
homies seeing thingss lol the jetlag is getting to you jaffe laffy taffy!
just one of those things
i wrote a song just now.
and i just thought it’d be nice to have my piano back.
the only instrument i have left is my flute which is probably somewhere drowning underneath piles and boxes full of closet clutter. and there would be no use for lyrics if i couldn’t sing and play at the same time. sooo uh scratch that.
but on a lighter note, i’m purchasing a new luggage bag...
"lips, hips, and fingertips."
heard something like it today lol i miss sundays at glc.
i’m actually suffering from a food coma right now. i had the same problem last week at around the same time. free food is good. amen. haha
reminds me how good sundays are.
ps. i never write what i come here to write about. i did it again.
“good with the bad, happy and the sad
so i’ll bring a better future than i...”
– KH
yeah. it's great.
it’s great.
you should be proud of yourself, estheezy.
do work homie.
i guess it’s a burden taken off my shoulder.
——excuse my ugly old signature haha. i miss high school.
throwback
there’s not much you can do on a day with no phone and ruined plans.
BUT look at old pictures and old xanga posts. which i forgot even existed lol
damn i was so expressive back then ahaha i sound like a narcoleptic kid on crack.
“CHYEAAA BOYY!!” it’s like i was amused by everything. ha
“get`chur rubber boots out fellas, we`re playing in the rain tonight!”
...
just five words
so much better than that.
Christian Louboutin
because i could stare at his shoes all day.
real talk
i’ve been sleeping past 5AM since last thursday night.
this needs to stop.
hahaha wow.
a cookie for anyone who can decode this art piece. ha
what's the perfect date?
take them to Applebee’s and give them hot wings. -Paper Heart
haha cute. (:
salsalada.
—>what you get when you try to type the word salad when nothing you write even shows up till a few seconds later.
My salads have been pretty random lately. Last time i made a salad, i couldn’t decide how to melt the cheese so i decided to melt it ontop of some fish..eventhough i wasn’t really feeling meat at the moment. This time, i went to put some feta cheese in my salad...
my man, MLK Jr.
Hatred paralyzes life; love releases it. Hatred confuses life; love harmonizes it. Hatred darkens life; love illuminates it.“—Martin Luther King Jr.
MLK can be remembered anyday and everyday, not just on a set holiday.
Unlike so many people in this world, we are not subject to the system of a tyrannical government nor are we bound with the chains of slavery. As an object of grace, we are the...
superwoman?
nope. just stronger than i thought i was! haha
we just got back from looking at some new houses in marysville and i broke a key trying to get into one of the houses. LOL
it ended up being the last one we saw but also the one we liked the most. maybe the key breaking was a sign for us to choose the house. save the best for last? ya digg?
anyways, marysville is pretty far. i don’t know what...
such a blessing. i'm at a loss for words.
My mother is not only my inspiration, but the reason i am as tough as i am today. She is the strongest woman I have ever known, and I am honored to know someone so brave, so compassionate, and so damn respectable. I am honored to be her daughter.
To sit there for more than five hours on the floor in the middle of the night when she knows she has work and still manage to engage fully into a...
i keep having these horrible dreams..
it’s really exhausting. i had like four different dreams in one night! how did they even transition from one to the other? ha
good day full of chili of yogurt parfaits with wonton haha he pretty much just came over and took my brothers tv hahaha when my brother gets home, i’m supposed to say that i sold it. lol
we're dying from food coma..
and it’s painful haha. my homegirl’s ptfo on her bed and i’m sitting here trying to digest. my other bebeh is getting ready to go out again.
i’ve been in UW for the past two nights and it’s been a little out of control. ha
but hey, atleast we got a lot of exercise from walking EVERYWHERE.
hahaha good times. i laaaaaaav you seattle.
nuff said.
smell ya later!
“I hate flossing. I just wish I had one long curvy tooth. It didn’t need to...”
– John: you see it 1:46 AM the pictures i dont want to resize you resize immo has more spunk than umma kinda like wild bore boar me: haha i know John: i think she can bite really hard for some reason me: haha whatt 1:47 AM John: she has strong looking teth teeth me: HAHAHA wow you...
reflection eternal, talib kweli, mos def, j.cole,...
i want my guitar and piano back.
the piano wasn’t my choice but the guitar kind of was. and now i regret it :(
the other day, i found one of my piano pieces in a random stash out in our livingroom: Chopin nocturne in e-flat major with all the marks and folds i had made on it years ago. i never say much. but to be honest, i miss having piano lessons as a little girl. i miss having time for all the music in the world. piano,...
there is nothing like
reading old gmail conversations with my older brother.
you might be lucky enough to see some one of these days.
HAHAHA wow. nothing beats this.
(last post i promise)
ps. i’m so birdbrained when it comes to tumblr. it’s pretty funny. i don’t like, comment, or reblog anything. i just write. ha. you can get comments on your posts by_____(fill in the blank)kthxbye.
sooo
my mom and i have this theory-
that people flood into empty restaurants only after we arrive. always happens and it happened YET again tonight. ahaha. there was one other table being used when we got there and by the time we left, not ONE table was available out of 12, at the least. amazing. ha
restaurants are the best place to people watch aside from the Whole Foods market on 3rd St in LA which...
awww
UW doesn’t want me in their system anymore.. :’( ahaha.
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getting things straight
one at a time.
REALLY
i am in the most cynical mood right now. and this never happens.
all my hopes and efforts get shut down like they never even existed.
JUST LOVELY.
all i want now is for someone to take me to Disneyland on my birthday, which is only a month away. i get in for free, yayyy.
the end.
jaded.
what else can i say..
sometimes all i want is to be living in the simpler days again.
january 9th, 2010
the most unexpected things happen in the least expected places.
i met two amazing people at the mall. make that four. two stood out (ivan and isaac, one from the same workplace but a diffferent city and the other from a different work place but the same residential city) and i talked to all four for atleast thirty minutes. it’s crazy that you can find such commonground from people you...
damn.
coffee is so good in seattle.
i almost forgot.
ps. stevie wonder can make any day a good day, i’m convinced.
i'll school you all
homeboy and i sat at a cafe for approx. 3 hours trying to uncode a few mysteries of the opposite sex. dropped some knowledge on that fool. hahaha ♥
then we sat in my parking lot for atleast an hour arguing on who was right about an incident that had just happened. he was afraid that he had gotten a traffic light ticket and i was convinced that it was another vehicle. he challenged me to a few...
it's crazy how...
much my life has changed in the past year.
I moved out before the year even started. Spent most of my days kickin it, driving around mindlessly, spilling multiple cups of coffee on my poor center console, pulling up to the school parking lot as the bell rang, working and getting that free grub at the end of the day, waking up to the introduction song of The Office, finishing all five seasons by...
