to the point of nausea.. asdfghjkl :(
i have to wake up extra early
for the next 3 weeks. :( minus saturdays and sundays.. noooooOOOOooo! but instead, i’m wishing to be on Beverly @ Milk enjoying a slice of blue velvet cake, a.k.a. my kryptonite. so i could then go to Melrose one street down and sip on a nice warm cup of tea @ Urth Cafe.. have a nice calm evening to myself. maybe be scooped up on a bike or driven to santa monica beach just to stand on the...
your halloween costume was AMAZING lol you're the...
this? hahaha thanks! that makes me miss the pictures i never got to uploadd.. some of them were SO on point! is this chrisleeee? lol he’s the only one that got all excited for it hahaa it was a last minute type of thing hah. don’t hold back
looking through an old photo album and missing the 90’s..the oldschool style, all the silly faces, my ridiculous brother, my beautiful mother, my handsome father, my awesome gmama, all my crazy friends in elementary school and the birthday parties, all my performances-poetry, speeches, plays, musicals, piano recitals, dance, band, holidays, random camping trips, carnivals, and more. those...
What do you look for in a guy?
humor. if you’re not funny, it’s not going to work out. ahahaa. but really. i like guys that are chill and low key. the kind that has their ish figured out and knows whats up and whats not. i don’t want him to need me and i don’t want to need him. i just want us to complete each other. but most of all, i’d want a guy that i can just be comfortable with. eat, play,...
im jealous, i wish i was as pretty and skinny and...
that’s SO sweet. i’m sure this is coming from a gorgeous girl anyway! i useddd to be skinny.. 4 years ago? lol weights not an issue for me though. as longg as i’m not obese. haha i embrace it all! and style? style is an attitude and way of living, babygirl. if you got confidence, you got all the style you need. truth (: don’t hold back
sorting my thoughts
isn’t the easiest thing to do when there are more than i can name. especially because they all find a way to interfere with eachother.
somethings not right.
I’ve been all off this whole weekend. can’t seem to do the things i mean to do. can’t seem to manage time. sleeping at a decent hour isn’t even an option. too much on my mind.. analyzing every little thing.. i’m better off just not thinking at all.
i'm fed up.
that is all. clearly, it’s just that hard to find a person with a decent lifestyle, good heart, and good intentions. everyones out there getting back at the last person who fucked them over or they’re the ones doing it themselves. everyones wishing they had the things they don’t have. everyones trying to be something they aren’t. they can’t see whats right infront of...
this is going to sound dorky but
i’m researching christmas tree lightings in the seattle area and i’ve already missed 3, one being the main one @ westlake center so please take me to one of the 10(to be exact) that are left and calling my name. i get all fucking excited for the festivities haha. Sip cider, munch cookies, sing carols, welcome Santa, and maybe meet the Grinch at my other WA home, Bothell. holiday...
bored and looking through texts.
josh: Damn what'd you say tho u had like 6 jobs or something...you're such a hard worker haha *pat on the head*(
me: fasho i do my thangg. the bank didn't even knew i was 19 until they hired me lol i always leave my age off my resume.
you don't know life unless you've depended on yourself. so chase dreams and ambitions, not boys. don't look for love it'll find you.
ALLL the single ladies!
a friend asked me to come out to a bar tonight. but i’m going to rest and hit the gym later tonight. (: takes commitment. hahaa
my eventful black friday.
for the first time, i just went to sleep, and i had SUCH A BETTER OUTCOME. sephora gave me a free tote, urban gave me 50% on sale items( i bought a bag FULL and only dropped 2 bills), forever was cheap but also a warground-i didn’t even try. i got rear ended on the way to walmart and low and behold, i saw the man in walmart. awkwardd. two trips to the bank and a trip to les schwab to get my...
whoooo thinks they have the best black friday gameplan?! i aint freezing my ass infront of best buy 8 hours again. ohhh helllno. haha gimme ideas! kthx (: HAPPY THANKSGIVING AGAIN! i’m thankful for the things that last forever. and the things that keep me living. nightnightt.?
AND it was Thanksgiving in EatPrayLove.
How fitting. haha hella good timing. Happppy turkey day everyone! Cook, eat, play, pass out, and do it all over again. We just bought a specially boxed ham, $100+ worth of food and the turkey is in the process of thawing. soooo i’ll fsure be doing that lol. I would list a longass page of shoutouts of whowhatwhyandhow i’m thankful for but it’s just not necessary to be doing over...
cozy snow days.
i sat on the couch with a cup of apple cider, my breathing fluffball, and watched EatPrayLove. i wasn’t expecting a good movie but hey, nottt bad. only because i could relate. “You have to learn to select your own thoughts the same way you select your clothes everyday. That’s a power you can cultivate. If you wanna come here and control your life so bad, work on the mind....
there are times
when i wish time could just freeze. or travel backwards to specific moments. memories are nice but they’re also just torture for me. they can be on my mind all day but i’ll most likely never relive them just the way they were. just a thought.
is LA such a shady city. i mean, don’t get me wrong, i LOVE it. but when it comes to the way they deal with things..like really. the first job i had there at the flagship abercrombie store didn’t even send me my last paycheck until 5 months later? and that’s because i kept calling..freal? i end up with not one, but two or three claims because of the illegitimate fuck ups...